February 2010
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we could be so much.
once, my friend eric asked me… “what do you do when you realize your life is always going to be vastly different from everyone else in the world?” and i told him simply: we keep living. when did i get so old that i don’t remember things? important things that everyone is supposed to know. when did my insecurities begin to ruin everything?
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afflictions eclipsed by glory.
nature doesn’t have a tendency to ask for advice before it hurls you through the unimaginable. i have just feigned control all this time. i have found i am good at distancing myself. distracting myself. so much has happened in the time that has passed since you and i last spoke. i have sought many nights for the voice to tell you, but i haven’t found the words. since december, i...
“I walked over to the hill where we used to go and sled. There were a lot of...”
– Charlie
“There should be a course on love in the first grade.”
– Andy Warhol
thoughts on the current.
It is important to know how to tell the truth. It is equally important to know how to tell a lie. However, the greatest weight lies in the ability to keep the two from flirting too much and getting confused. Lately, I have been sorely lacking in that department, and the inadequacies just keep piling up.
I don’t want to stop asking questions, but I am indeed afraid of what answers I may...
